I spent 20 days in the hospital- in two hospitals when my lungs were uncooperative with getting me oxygen. i was out of breath on a 3 block walk to the shoplifters paradise that is ALDI- who wn't hire me either- so i steal moe. they are paying me somehow or other. SO i told my free doctor about the breathing problem. I get a consult from an organization who targets ol people who hate the doctor with heart issues. 

I dont know how i hooked up with them. they call me once a month and send a car for me to get there and seeing a dr this often was interesting. anyway- with the breathing issue raring its head i i got myself dropped off and they kept me ten days and put a machine over my head that inflated and deflated all night long. it was weird trying to fall asleep with that noisy thing on but i somehow, did and then i woke up at 4 am and ripped it off my head and shit myself. what a night

the nurse was cool about helping me clean up which was helpful because i am too fat to wipe my own ass. i need to start doing yoga to get that stretch back or lose 100 lbs.